…when you hear on the news that there's a shooter on the campus where your kids spend their days… and then you hear he's in a library and so you glance at your son's schedule and see he's supposed to be at his job in a library right at that minute, and so your heart, which has dropped to your feet, then bounced and swelled up into your throat, swells more even as you're telling it to chill, that there's no sense in worrying. Then you glance at your daughter's schedule, relieved to see this is her late day, but then that pesty thought skitters through… what if she went to the library to study? That library?

In my case, I pick up my cell phone to text them to make sure – and there's one from Daniel, beating me to the punch, telling me about the incident and adding, I'm okay, still at the apartment, and so then I call TG who answers on the first ring, I'm okay.

Then I give thanks and pray for the other kids and parents who might be affected… and then give thanks again when I hear no one was injured but the shooter. So I pray for him and his family.

And give thanks again.

But still, running through my head is one question… why? Poor kid. How miserable his life must have been that he resorted to this.

On Aug. 1, 1966, Charles Whitman went to the 28th floor observation deck at the UT clock tower and began shooting at people below. He killed 16 people and wounded nearly three dozen before police killed him about 90 minutes after the siege began.

For more information on the incident at the University of Texas today, click HERE.

 

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10 responses to “What do you do, what can you do…”

  1. Jillsy Avatar

    I just heard the headline about this! I didn’t realize it was the same school your kids go to! Yikes!! That must have been so frightful for you…thank goodness all is well. Hugs.

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  2. Agnes Avatar

    My goodness!!!! What a nightmare!!!! Oh Barbara, so glad your kids are OK. I can’t even imagine…

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  3. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    Thanks – it could have been so much worse. I'm grateful it wasn't, but feel so bad for this kids' family and my heart breaks for whatever he was going through that pushed him this far. So sad!

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  4. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    Thank you. Yes, sooo scary when I first heard about it – very unreal. I'm glad my kids and all but one of the rest of the students are okay – and I feel bad for him and his family, poor kid.

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  5. Lisa Weaver Avatar
    Lisa Weaver

    Barbara, I can only just imagine what you must have gone through, what with his schedule and Kendall being there! I was pretty sure Brittany was asleep in her dorm and I still almost had a meltdown.
    Thank God our kids were safe! Prayers to all who were involved! Lisa

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  6. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    I thought about Brittany and hoped she wasn't still in Jester! Such a blessing no one else was hurt. I suspected Kendall was still asleep, but just knew this would be the one day she got up early to do some studying or something. That's the twisted way my mother's mind works! Definitely praying for Colton's family and for UT – hoping they can head off any other meltdowns like this one.

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  7. Brenda Nowicke Avatar

    A friend of mine whose sister’s husband committed suicide a year ago recently made me aware of an organization that seems worthy — the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention at afsp.org. They have organized fundraiser walks in many communities called Out of the Darkness (outofthedarkness.org)to raise funds for research and awareness programs.

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  8. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    I wonder if they have branches on college campuses. 

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  9. Brenda Nowicke Avatar

    I looked at their Chapter Locator…the only chapter in Texas is:
    AFSP-Central Texas
    P.O. Box 28121
    Austin, TX 78755-8121
    jhurtado@afsp.org
    We might email them and suggest college campuses or see if they make their presence known to college students.

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  10. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    Great idea! You're so good!

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