There's a big empty space in my living room now. My middle son came home this weekend and helped me pack up the memories and cart the tree downstairs to its place in the storage room. (Daniel also helped Tom cut and carry firewood. We love it when he comes home!)

Usually my rocking chair sits in that empty space the rest of the year, the old wooden one we bought at Sears in my first pregnancy…the one I spent hours in, rocking my babies in the middle of the night. As we do every year, we moved it into my library/office to make room for the tree.

 I'm thinking of keeping it there; I need a place to sit and read, and I love rocking in it, even if I don't have a baby to soothe to sleep. 

Rocking is good for the soul at any age, don't you think? And I didn't rock nearly enough when the chair sat in the living room.

 

 


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Actually, I feel like I have a big empty space in my head right now, too, thanks to a blossoming case of Cedar Fever… or maybe it's from the antihistimines I'm taking to combat it.

It's mating season for Ashe Junipers, commonly called mountain cedars, and we're surrounded by them; the slightest breeze makes pollen explode from the trees in huge clouds that drift straight to your nose and eyes, making you sneeze and wheeze and want to scratch your eyes out.

Alas, these warm winter days I love makes the pollen even more amorous! 

I blame my antihistimine/Cedar Fever brain fog that I haven't posted this handful of small stones yet…

#19: The sun drops behind the hills, splashing salsa on a blue-corn-tortilla-sky.

# 20: Spending time with old friends helps patch the worn spots on the fabric of your soul.

# 21: Under the moon's eye, even the road whispers.

# 22: Treetops, drizzled with sunlight. 

#22.5 Fresh blooms, budding trees, and the smell of new-mown grass, wrapped in the trill of bird song, a gift of spring in the middle of winter.


 
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I took the above photo this morning…our typical path right smack dab in the middle of those dang cedars. But as miserable as they make me, and as much as everyone curses them, I love them, if only for the splashes of green they offer when everything else has gone gray and dormant. 

Have you picked up any small stones lately? Please share!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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16 responses to “Empty Spaces, Cedar Fever, and a Handful of Stones”

  1. Ms. A Avatar

    Have you considered a mask, when you’re out in the big middle of that? It sure might help. However, you would never be able to completely avoid it, I’m sure the dogs track stuff in.

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  2. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    I can't blame the dogs –  they stay outside. But I'm sure I track it in! It's all over Austin between December and March. Just time to stockpile meds! Or leave town! lol
     

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  3. lisa Avatar

    Love your small stones, Barbara, and I sure hope you are feeling better soon.

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  4. Walker Thornton Avatar

    Obviously haven’t been reading lately.. missed the small stones.
    My son and I discussed my rocking chair over the holidays. We talked about what to do with it. It’s not pretty or nice–something we found in a junk shop in NC back in 1980 as I was, or contemplating, pregnancy. LIke you I hate to let it go.

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  5. Gail Dixon Avatar

    My mother loved her rocking chair and had since she was a wee tot. If you think the rocker will get more use in your office, I’d say leave it there. It’s a very relaxing activity–or non-activity. 🙂 Loved your stones. Hope your allergies are relieved soon! That is no fun!

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  6. lisleman Avatar

    “splashing salsa on a blue-corn-tortilla-sky” – a very tasty image. Rock-on with or without the drums.

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  7. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    I've always loved rocking chairs! I sit on an exercise ball at my computer – it lets me rock back and forth while I type. 

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  8. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    A chair can become so much more than a chair! I hope you keep it.

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  9. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    Thank you, Lisa! The good thing is Cedar Fever is temporary. The bad thing is…it could last until March. ugh.
     

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  10. Kathy Avatar

    If small stones can be solving what seemed like insurmountable “issues,” I have two to toss into the stream.

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  11. Suldog Avatar

    How interesting – we also move a rocking chair to make room for our tree. It is already back in its usual place, though, with two teddy bears sitting in it. I think the last time either one of us sat in it was about a year ago this time.

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  12. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    Shoo those bears out of your chair an rock a little!
    Sent from my iPhone

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  13. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    If love to hear them! I think my small stones are just reminders that there is beauty all around us if we just learn to look closely. Also, it's great practice in descriptive writing!
    Sent from my iPhone

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  14. Wolf Pascoe Avatar

    We had a glide chair when our son was an infant–you could just go on it with a baby in your arms forever.

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  15. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    I love glide chairs and porch swings as much as rocking chairs! (I think I just have a tough time sitting still!)

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