The window beside me frames a pre-dawn indigo sky separating from the black treeline – soon I'll be able to make out Belle's black body sitting patiently just beyond the French doors, head-tilted, waiting for our walk. 

I've climbed from the rapids my life has become to sit here on the bank in the quiet and take a breath, think about the past weekend and the week ahead, before diving back in and getting carried along in the swift currents. I can get moving so fast, from one thing to the next, that I sometimes forget to stop and savor.

Easter weekend overflowed with blessings … kids, dogs, food … dancing, Mass, dinner with friends. We walked a little, worked a little, watched movies, rocked on the porch. I took lots of photos but have barely had time to look at them.

Last night a dear friend from the past stopped by with his wife, and then I made a boomerang trip downtown to pick up TG for a doctor's visit this morning. I'll return her to campus, put in a few hours of (paid) work, and then prepare for a meeting this evening. Tomorrow night I'm keeping my fingers crossed for a reunion with another friend. Swirling around it all is a looming deadline – or two or three.

I refuse to let myself feel over-anxious about any of it. I'm determined to keeping breathing, keep my eyes open and enjoy the ride. I'm blessed.

Oops, the sky is now a soft gray and the trees are green. Time to dive back into the rapids. I've enjoyed this little break with you. Hope you have a wonderful week!

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15 responses to “Pausing for a moment to look back”

  1. Lady Fi Avatar

    It’s such a necessary solace to take some time to just be and enjoy life.
    And that photo is stunning – one of your best yet!

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  2. Amy Avatar

    Beautiful words. Those quiet moments before the hustle begins are the best! Have a great week!

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  3. Debbie B Avatar
    Debbie B

    Find time for a few more breaths like this one this week as your responsibilities whirl around you. I enjoyed sharing this moment with you today before I head out for a crazy day at the office. I hope your week treats you well.

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  4. Rae Sinor Avatar
    Rae Sinor

    Sending blessings my friend..Can’t wait to see you soon!
    XOXO

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  5. Gail Avatar

    You ARE blessed indeed! So many friends and productive things to keep you busy. Thank you for taking a few minutes to share. Hope you have a great week! 🙂

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  6. Hilary Avatar

    It sounds like a lovely time. And how thoughtful of you to spend your break time with us. That’s very much appreciated, and the image is a sunshiney beauty.

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  7. Bella Casa Avatar

    Barbara, sometimes I feel like I am paddeling backwards …but at least I am grateful that I am paddeling 🙂

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  8. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    I hope you have a great week, too, Gail!

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  9. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    Can't wait to see you, either. It'll be here FAST!

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  10. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    I keep reminding myself to breathe!!! I hope your day wasn't too crazy and you have a great week!

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  11. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    I hope you have a great week, too, Amy!

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  12. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    Thank you!! There are lots of those little beetles around lately!

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  13. Wolf Pascoe Avatar

    That’s a beetle? Looks like a very long Lady Bug. I think s/he’s taking a moment to smell the flowers.

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  14. Juana Avatar

    YOUR WRITING IS ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL! Glad you took a break and shared it with us…and this photo is FABULOUS, such a cute little bug!

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