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So here we are on the third day of a new year already. When I last spoke to you, way back in 2012, there were gray skies above as well as inside.

I'm happy to report the sun has broken through in both places at least a few times since then, warming me with its soft light and reminding me it's still there before slipping back behind that gray curtain.

Last night it burst forth at sunset, making the sky look like molten lava and taking my breath away with it as it dropped below the dark hills. (I only had my phone to capture the moment. You can see it on my instagram page here but it really doesn't capture the beauty of it.)

The clouds rolled back in as it disappeared, but tomorrow morning we might wake to a few snowflakes and that will make the gray clouds totally worthwhile! 

My dad is still in the hospital. He had surgery today to insert a stent in his carotid artery, but it turned out the artery wasn't blocked enough to require one. I'm grateful for that, except it's the same conclusion doctors at another hospital came to just a few months ago when he had the arteriogram and the surgery on the other artery.

But, instead of focusing on whether or not these doctors did enough homework before heading into my dad's arteries (!!!!!) I'm just grateful he made it through today's surgery okay. And I'm grateful for my brother who was able to be there with my parents, and for my sister who makes sure I know what's going on despite being so far away. 

 


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Despite the cold, TG and I have been spring cleaning the past few days, lugging clothes to resale shops and Goodwill. I'm in a fever to get organized and downsize and simplify, so I've also been weeding through piles and drawers of paperwork, and posting odds and ends on Craig's List. (Cha-ching! I've had two buyers!)

I've submitted job applications, worked on my book, finished a photo project I started months ago, and dove headfirst back into Flickr with two photo challenges. Interacting with other photographers motivates me to try new things with my camera. (Besides, I missed my Flickr friends.)

So that my writing doesn't get jealous of the attention I'm giving photography, I've joined the Mindful Writing Challenge on Writing Our Way Home, committing to write a "small stone" every day of January.

A small stone is just a short piece of writing that captures a moment when you are fully focused and engaged with the world around you. Writing stones helps me slow down, pay attention, and stretch my mind to use words creatively. I think I'll try to continue this beyond January.

Here are the three I've written so far:

  1. Sun rays sweep gray clouds from the sky, like a straw broom clearing cobwebs from an old windowpane.
  2. The flaming sun drops below chocolate hills, blowing rosy goodbye kisses to hovering clouds.
  3. Tennis shoes crunch-crunch on caliche. Eight paws tap-tap beside me. Music of my mornings. 

 

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Did you make a New Year's resolution? I usually don't, except for echoing Michael Franti's song "Hey, hey, hey…"


No matter how life is today, I won't let another moment slip away.

~Michael Franti


That includes another moment to take care of myself (daddy's health issues are a great reminder for that!), support my family and friends, be kind and encouraging, work toward my dreams, follow through on promises, dance, laugh, listen, love, be still…and take a deep breath before getting angry. 

It's been a full, emotional roller-coaster of a year already. I think I've used my whole repertoire!

So…what do you think of 2013 so far?

 

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16 responses to “A New Year and Three Small Stones”

  1. Ms. A Avatar

    Well, for one thing, I never realized it was so hard to retire. All the paperwork and decisions to be made on my health insurance, his medicare, etc. Hubby started on it months ago, in 2012 and here it is 2013, with only this month left to get things finalized and it’s taking forever. Hopefully, by February 1st, it will be over and done with and we can find something more interesting for this new year.
    Glad your Dad is doing okay.

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  2. Gail Dixon Avatar

    Beautiful skies in both your photos, and of course, it’s always good to see the pups. Glad your dad is okay, but gosh, it seems the drs would know if an artery was blocked before surgery. I’m on a spiritual journey this year and so my main focus is obtaining peace while getting closer to God. That’s about it for me. Well, be kinder and less judgmental, too. πŸ™‚

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  3. lisleman Avatar

    Hey thanks for the new word “caliche”. I occasionally write down an idea or thought but not very consistently. I’ll just call mine pebbles. Wishing your dad well.

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  4. Lissa @ lafcustomdesigns Avatar

    I absolutely LOVE #3 small stone!! absolutely perfect. There must be some hidden blessing in the events of your father’s surgery … sometimes these things don’t reveal themselves right away. Be kind to yourself. ;->

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  5. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    I tend to believe the same thing, Lissa, that there are blessings hidden in things that seem the opposite. And thanks for reminding me I was going to add this to Walk and Click!!
     

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  6. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    You're welcome for the word – it's one of my favorites! Pebbles are smaller than stones, so writing them is probably even a better exercise! Thank you the good wishes for my dad!
     

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  7. Lissa @ lafcustomdesigns Avatar

    Just saw your linkup … Thanks for playing in Walk and Click Wednesday!

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  8. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    I think your journey is awesome, Gail. I have a feeling I'll be benefiting from it as well, so thank you!

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  9. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    Well, you almost make me glad we aren't going to be retiring anytime soon! lol Hope you get it all squared away so you can enjoy your retirement!
     

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  10. Spanisheyes Avatar

    The photos are lovely.
    Yeah, it makes you wonder if the Doctors did any homework at all… Thank God your father is doing well!
    The small stones are remarkable! But then again you have that gift for writing! Would love to see what you have come up with after thirty days.

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  11. Rae Sinor Avatar
    Rae Sinor

    I went to your 2010 post and just listened to the song! LOVED IT TOO!!! And the words…..I’m goint to repost this blog if I may to make sure others can read and listen too….Can’t wait to see you this coming weekend! I’ll drive up on saturday morning. Celebrating Keiths birthday with dinner with the Westmorelands on Friday night! πŸ™‚

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  12. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    I keep saying I'm going to get a Michael Franti CD but haven't done it yet, so I'm glad I posted this song, too! I need the reminder way too often. Can't wait to see you, too. I'm glad you're going to fit a visit in with us Cen TX Divas while you're here visiting your sister! πŸ™‚ Tell that youngster Keith happy birthday from me!
     

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  13. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    I keep saying I'm going to get a Michael Franti CD but haven't done it yet, so I'm glad I posted this song, too! I need the reminder way too often. Can't wait to see you, too. I'm glad you're going to fit a visit in with us Cen TX Divas while you're here visiting your sister! πŸ™‚ Tell that youngster Keith happy birthday from me!
     

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  14. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    Thank you, Juana! I'm managing to keep up with them somehow, although I'm not keeping up with reading blogs or responding to comments, obviously. Sigh. Thank you for thinking of my dad, too. Hope 2013 is full of peace and blessings for you, dear friend!

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  15. Kathy Avatar

    I’ve had some catching up to do as I found myself scratching my head about your references to “small stones” until I scrolled back to this post. Your “small stones” are my “word snippets,” but the idea is the same, I think. Loved read this post.

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  16. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    Thanks, Kathy! They are very similar to my sweet!s, too, but force me to be more simple and detailed.
     

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