Today is Epiphany. Since we couldn't all be together on Christmas, I stole an idea from my friend Jim "Suldog" Sullivan, who waits until Epiphany to exchange gifts with his wife: I gathered my kids and husband together for a special meal and gift exchange. We used the good china and everything! More on that later. I'm headed downstairs now to watch a movie, but wanted to share this post from 2010, because they were words I needed to hear today, and thought you might, too. I love it when my past self encourages my present self.

I'll post my sweets and stones tomorrow.

I hope you've all had a wonderful weekend!

 

Knotted muscle in my neck…can't quite catch my breath…geez, it's only Jan. 4 and I'm already stressing about how to get everything accomplished that I want to do this year! I wish I could resolve to have an extra 6 hours each day – that would help!

But, of course, I can't. None of us can. We just have to stumble along and do the best we can and try not to worry about the minutes we drop along the way. Just keep facing forward, or, as this Japanese proverb reminds us…

 "If you look up, there are no limits."

For me, this means that God will give me the time, strength and whatever other resources I need (money, patience, determination, health…) to do what he needs me to do. And nothing else really matters.

That's so much easier to say than to accept, though.

This morning I rose at 5am…the first time in more than a week I've been up before the sun. Even though I hate that first jolt of the alarm clock and long to jump back under the covers just a little while longer, I love getting so much done before the sun rises. I love walking the critters under a fresh morning sky, watching the world wake up. I feel invigorated…hopeful…ready to embrace the day. I wish morning could last all day!

It helped that we celebrated the Epiphany at Mass yesterday – the visit of the Magi to the baby Jesus. The theme…the key word to remember…the word and image I took away from the service was LIGHT.

Light as in guidance…the star that led them to Jesus; light as in understanding…they recognized Jesus was a king, the son of God; light as in revelation…they revealed to us that Jesus came for all people, all nations, all races.

So each day I will focus on that light. His light. I'll imagine it as the fresh morning light, stretching over the world as the sun rises. I'll pray that it shines outward, leading me along the right path and helping me have greater understanding and compassion…I'll pray that it shines inward upon myself, revealing my faults…those areas that I most need to work on. I'll pray that I have his light within me and that others can see it. And then I'll take a deep breath and try not to worry about anything more.

A massage sure sounds nice right now, though…

"If you look up, there are no limits."


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P.S. from 2012: Would you believe my son gave me a gift certificate for a massage for Christmas? Sigh. Perfect!

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27 responses to “Epiphany”

  1. Kim Avatar
    Kim

    This is so great and so true. Thanks for sharing this!

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  2. beth Avatar

    focusing on HIS light…..thank you for reminding us to do that !!
    xxoo

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  3. ladyfi Avatar

    I love the idea of Epiphany – it’s often celebrated in Europe with gifts.
    Lovely shot! and hope you manage to stop stressing…

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  4. Lissa @ lafcustomdesigns Avatar

    I have that same knot, Barbara! I think once we get work the stress will resolve itself. I love that you are able to get up early. I’ll have to see if I can manage that … I’m not terribly hopeful! I tend to be a night owl, but I really must re-cycle my sleep patterns so when I do get work, I am not half asleep until 10!! LOL

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  5. Ms. A Avatar

    I don’t think anyone would recognize me if I wasn’t stressing about something, but I try never to do it at 5am. (that’s usually around the time I’m heading to bed)

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  6. pauline Avatar

    Reading your 2012 PS – sweet!

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  7. Gail Dixon Avatar

    How special to exchange gifts on the epiphany, when the magi were offering their gifts to Jesus. Wonderful post, as always, Barbara. I don’t think I was following you in early 2010, so this was a nice treat for me. Love that sunset!

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  8. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    I thought it was a great idea when Jim mentioned it, and it works well with my unfortunate procrastination tendencies! Thank you, Gail!
     

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  9. Rae Sinor Avatar
    Rae Sinor

    OK! Good one to read! I’m going to focus on the LIGHT..HIS light….so that I don’t strangle a certain someone this weekend at YOUR house! LOVE YOU!!! 🙂

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  10. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    You are so funny!! You act tough but I know what a softie you are. Love you!
     

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  11. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    Yes, it was…and will be!!
     

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  12. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    It's a good idea to let go of the stress somehow before going to bed, no matter what time that is!! (How can you stay up that late??)
     

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  13. cyndee starr Avatar

    nothing makes a meal more special then using the good china. i use to use mine every chance i got but since i moved last i haven’t even unpacked it.

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  14. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    I think that's awesome that you've used yours frequently. I'm going to make a point to use mine a lot. Why have them if not to use them? 

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  15. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    I think you're right – once we find those great jobs that are waiting for us, that knot will disappear. Having some money will balance it out. lol
     

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  16. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    I think in the US it's mostly just Catholics who recognize and celebrate the Epiphany. I grew up Baptist and never knew what I was missing!

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  17. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    You're welcome! It was also a good reminder to myself!

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  18. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    You are very welcome!!!

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  19. Wolf Pascoe Avatar

    I love when your photographs take my breath away.
    “God will give me the time, strength and whatever other resources I need (money, patience, determination, health…) to do what he needs me to do.”
    It all comes down to trust, doesn’t it?

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  20. lisleman Avatar

    Your repost is linked up on my Believe Or Not I Posted This.
    thank you

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  21. Kay Avatar

    How wonderful! What great encouragement from, well, yourself. Thank you for re posting this!!

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  22. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    You're welcome! It's really kind of embarrassing that I have to remind myself of this over and over!

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  23. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    You're welcome! It's really kind of embarrassing that I have to remind myself of this over and over!

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  24. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    Yes, it does. Faith and trust are so entwined. I love when you say one of my photographs takes your breath away!

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  25. Bee Avatar

    I love that proverb — “If you look up, there are no limits.” That’s definitely one to remember. Here via BIONIPT!

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  26. Barbara Shallue Avatar

    I love it, too, and wish I could remember it!! Thanks for hopping over! I'll be making the rounds soon….
     

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